[pealover17]

Hey all, well, I'm going to my ex-boyfriend's wedding tomorrow. I feel okay about it, but I also feel really awkward. I've spent time with his new fiancee before with my mom and her new mother-in-law along, and there aren't any hard feelings between us (None that I can detect, anyway.) My ex and I were also friends a few years back when these two were dating, and she seemed okay with it. Thing is, I haven't talked to my ex for about 2 years now because we drifted apart as friends, and I'm not sure what he thinks of me anymore, or if he even wants to see me as a friend. I mean, I was invited, but sometimes I feel as if I was out of obligation. I just have visions of us going out the door after the wedding to head to the reception and all the greeting that's going to be going on, "uhh...Hi...I haven't seen you in two years...here's a hug...we used to go out...oh Hi Katie...yeah...I just hugged your husband...we used to go out...and make out...and do other stuff...here's a hug for you too..." Know what I mean?And then seeing all his old relatives...they'll surely remember me, we went out for 2 years. How awkward is THAT going to be saying hi to them?Well anyway, enough of my blabbering. Just one more thing though, to leave on a positive note, apparently there's LOTS of cute guys there, and the bride's brother just graduated in computer engineering and he's really nice and cute and very single... hmmm... What's the best way to chat up one of these cuties so I can have fun and dance the night away? Well thanks for reading my rant here, any advice is greatly appreciated! Thanks!