[The Stone Chamelion]

my parents make fun of me, my family, strangers, etc. everyone makes fun of me b/c i'm different. but i can't help being that way. i have different interests and i sound different and look different and they all find something wrong with me.kids at school make fun of me b/c i'm quiet and act weird. there have also been times when they call me "skank""show-off""b!tch" and more when i act completely opposite of that. i always dress normal like everyone else and i NEVER wore a shirt, or make-up or anything. there are girls that dress like that, BUT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN CALLED NAMES.there are some occasions when i would try to look "pretty" like the other girls by wearing my hair out but i get NO COMPLIMENTS. all i get is "show-off!!"i have had a couple of suicide thoughts since i was 10 (13 now) and i don't know what to do. i have not told anyone else about this (besides YA) b/c i'm too afraid.can anyone help before i kill myself? p.s. do not call me a "troll" this is serious.lol i didt see that mistake i meant to say SKIRT NOT SHIRT. i'm sorry