[jlb]

I know I have repressed memories of sexual abuse. I don't have any childhood memories and my sister tells me alot about our childhood. When I was seven yrs old I tied sheets together and tried to climb out my second story bedroom window. I fell. A normal happy 7 yr old wouldn't do this. How do I try to remember what happened to me? I do remember being in a bathroom with a female babysitter and she wouldn't let my sister in. She was about 16. I was prob 3 or 4. I am female. I have suffered from severe depression for over 15yrs and am a cutter. I've been to therapy sporadically in the past 13 yrs. I'm ready to remember what happened to me. Does anyone know a way to remember these repressed memories? I feel like there was more than one person and more than one incident, but they didn't affect me until my teen years.